Skin

My skin is 
selfish, 
scarred, 
and flawed... 

My skin has become a facade. 

A facade hiding and dampening 
the most organic parts 
of me... 

Parts I want seen... 

Parts I want felt... 

But my punishment 
has been dealt. 

Dealt with deliberate destruction, 
signed by my hands for reduction. 

So cut it off 
for it's been 
hellish... 
 
As my skin 
has been so 
selfish. 

Chemicals

It's just a powder... 

White Pressed 
and covered 
in an enteric-coated 
shell... 

Altering my mind 
while chemically 
convincing me 
I'm well. 

Branded to fix 
all the dopamine 
and serotonin... 

In lieu of my 
over-indulgence of 
caffeine and melatonin. 

Side effects may include 
suicidal thoughts 
and/or actions... 

But misery also 
holds a certain level 
of attraction.