Sometimes…
a song can
take me back
to where
it all began.
But…
then there’s
that song that
makes me fall
where I stand.
Month: March 2020
Fleeing
I am always
looking for
the broken ones…
The ones
who are
like me.
But who am I
to fix their
problems…
When my own
I try to
flee.
Mr. Frail Ego
Narcissist…
I see you,
and your frail ego.
Fishing for compliments,
and screaming for attention.
Showing your incompetence,
and increasing the tension.
Today marks the day
I caught you
in all of your lies.
So now I’ll
have to choose
to stay or say goodbye.
Healer
I know that
I will never
be able to
let myself heal
while trying
to heal you too.
Today
I
used to
worry about
tomorrow,
But that was before I
survived
today.
Accomplice
I was
just an
accomplice
to your
misery.
I was
unknowingly
the Bonnie
to your
Clyde.
Obliterate
Some nights
all I can do
is lay here
trying to
obliterate
the taste of
you and
your memories
from my mind.
You Saw Me
You ran your
fingers over my past.
and felt the frayed
edges of my heart.
Your eyes lingered
over my flaws
and you still were
able to see underneath.
And you saw me.
You saw more
than the girl
hiding behind humor
and sarcasm.
You acknowledged
and accepted me
for everything I
was trying to hide.
And you loved me.
And I loved you.
Magic
I never knew
what magic felt like
until the moment
you cupped
my face
in your hands
and brought
your mouth
onto mine.
GTFO
I can’t get you out of my dreams.
I start thinking
I’ll be okay without you…
And then I dream about you.
I dream about searching for you.
I dream about holding you.
I dream about just being with you.
Then I wake up.
And you’re not here.
So I grieve again…
I begin to work on myself again…
I start feeling better again…
And then it just all fucking repeats.
Anonymously Hal 
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