What makes me do the stupid fucking things I do?
I keep making poor decisions… and then carefully walking on eggshells praying they don’t come back to bite me in the ass. I feel like I’m doing these things to punish myself. Which is pushing myself farther into depression.
I have become somewhat of a professional fuck-up over this last year. I keep telling myself… “Dude… you won’t fucking do this shit again… you learned a valuable life lesson today bitch”. I mean… fuck… I’m 26 and still haven’t seemed to learn anything from my mistakes.
Yup.
Bullshit. Here I am, once again, mentally spiraling into a rabbit hole. Drinking vodka, building a model ship, and watching corny romance movies with my damn cats. BTW… don’t watch “Drinking Buddies” (with the hottie Jake Johnson from New Girls) if you are having sexual tension friend issues in real life. It’s a real fucking bummer at the end.
So, now I need to end the year off on the right foot and fix another mistake. I’ve got umm…. holy balls… only 19 more days to make this fuck-up better.
Well fuck. Here’s to hoping I learned an actual lesson today and that I can fix what I regret! Cheers!
Anonymously Hal 
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I so love cats.. 😊😍 perhaps cuddling a few while watching a movie doesn’t seem to be a bad idea at all..
Noted your suggestion about the choice of movies though. Quite articulate, crisp and to the point.. Liked the post.. 😊
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Lol thank you!! Do not watch alone after best friend guy problems lol! 🙂 Just watch with cats!
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Point duly noted.. I hate that genre of films simply because the theme is utterly stupid and impractical. Watching films with cats is 😍 though..
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It was a cringe romantic movie kind of night!!😂 Don’t judge! Two cats and popcorn 😂
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Lol.. Who am I to judge? Everyone has a choice.. 😊
Two cats???? Wow..!! Lovely.. 😍
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Lol! Yes two! Kai (chunky large boy cat) and Lily (petite sassy girl cat) 🙂 ❤️
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Lovely.. 😍 Is there any better way to spend the evening other than cuddling two furballs and watching a movie?? 😉😅
by the way, I like the Avenger and Harry Potter series movies.. So, it’s my turn to say “Don’t judge”.. 😉
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🙂 I’m not judging you there at all!!! I LOVE HARRY POTTER!!!! ❤
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Haha.. Good to know that.. 😍☺️ Pleasure talking to a fellow Harry Potter fan..!!
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Pleasure is all mine! 🙂
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Thank you so much once again for following me..!!
Hope to hear your thoughts or suggestions on my posts as well.. ☺️
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Deal!!! 🙂
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